You broke my heart. You have shattered my heart mercilessly. I don’t think you will ever realize what damage your actions did to me. And I really don’t think you knew me at all, and for that, you’ve got only yourself to blame. Because you are going to hear me now.
I am someone who doesn’t fall in love easily and often. I am very guarded when it comes to sharing my feelings. I protect my heart fiercely because I learned the hard way that you can’t trust people.
And you? You made me believe that you were different. I dropped my walls for you to let you in and for what? For you to take me for granted and do everything in your power to push me away until you finally lost me.
Unfortunately for you, I am someone who knows better.
I know better than letting you take me for granted and not treating me like I deserve. You thought I am like other women: that the second I’d fall in love with you, you are free to do everything you want. You firmly believed that only because I loved you I would put up with all your bullsh*t.
Well, not me. No matter how much I love someone, I would never allow anyone to treat me as an option. Baby, I am always a priority.
Relationships are important to me and I hold them in high regard. I will give my heart and soul to the people I love but only if it’s reciprocated. And when it comes to love, when I love someone, I love them with my whole heart.
I want passion. I want excitement. I want someone who will be there for me. I have no time for mediocre love. I am thirsty for the marvelous and only the marvelous has power over me.
Anything I can’t turn into a soulmate connection – I let go. That’s who I am.
So, I let you go.
Even though the pain was still there.
Even though I still loved you.
I cut you off because you didn’t deserve me. I don’t even believe that you ever loved me. Because when you love someone, you don’t take them for granted. When you love someone, you fight for them. You try to keep the spark alive.
So, I let you go and it was one of the best decisions I have ever made.
I love you, but I love me more.
And baby, I am the one that got away. And you got only yourself to blame.