I know that it is hard for you to accept the fact that life is not always fair. I know that you still blame yourself for what happened, and I know that you reanalyze your actions in your head over and over again. I don’t blame you, I’ve been exactly where you are now.
You are blinded by your sadness. The guilt eats you alive. Your eyes are not open enough to see the truth. Your heart is not strong enough to accept the bittersweet reality. You are too weak to think straight.
And to be honest, that is quite a normal reaction considering what happened to you.
But there’s something I want to say to you.
No matter how difficult it is for you now, I really hope that one day you finally open your eyes and understand that some things are simply not meant for you. I honestly hope that you find the strength to face the truth and let it consume you. I pray for you to realize that.
I hope you find the strength to understand that you could never survive loving someone who doesn’t love you in return. I hope you find the wisdom to realize that you are much better off without certain people in your life. And I hope you dive deep inside your heart and find the courage to let go these people. I honestly hope you listen to your inner voice and get rid of everything and everyone that make you feel worthless because, at the end of the day, if you don’t take care of yourself, nobody will.
I hope you realize that what’s written in the stars will eventually happen. I hope you understand that the things that you force are probably not right for you. I hope you understand that when something is destined to happen to you, you will know it. Deep down in your soul, you’ll feel it. And I honestly hope that one day you learn how to be more patient, calm and understanding, because everything that is meant to be yours, will eventually fall into place.
I truly hope you find the courage to let of everything that makes you feel scared, insecure, and uneasy. I hope you learn that not everyone you meet is meant to stay in your life forever. I hope you accept that you won’t always be powerful enough to win every battle. I hope you realize that you have only one life. I hope you never give up because your time WILL come. I hope you appreciate every lesson you’ve learned. I hope you’re grateful for every blessing and every mistake. I hope you never let anyone make you lose your faith.
But, above all, I really hope you understand how worthy you are. Because when you finally do that, everything will change for you. You will finally understand that your happiness does not depend on other people, but it is something you will always find within yourself.