I know it will be dark, I won’t lie to you.
And I also know that there will be days and nights when the pain in your heart will hurt like razor blade cuts on your skin.
It will hurt like hell and it will take some time for you to accept that pain as your destiny and overcome it, but eventually, it will all come to an end.
Your scars will stay there, but your wounds will heal. Your heart will remember how much you’ve suffered, but it will finally see the light at the end of the tunnel. Your soul will keep those broken pieces of yourself as a memento of a time that made you stronger than ever.
The rain will fall hard on your face and then it will suddenly stop.
Because love will find its way back to you.
But it will happen when in its own time and at is own pace. You have to accept that.
So, do not torment your soul anymore. Do not settle for something you know you won’t be satisfied with. Don’t lose hopes. More importantly, don’t lose yourself.
You’ve already been through a lot and I know that I cannot promise you that you will never experience that life again. I also know that reading this probably makes your skin crawl. But that’s what life is, after all. We cannot do anything to change its course of unpredictability.
What we can do though, is change our course of actions. Change our point of view, our perspective. The way we react. Who we let into our lives and who we choose to let go of.
If you are not exactly where you want to be, do not lose hope and please, do not settle.
Instead, wait for the person who will make you experience love in all its existing realms. Wait for the one who will come into your life and make you question if anything before them even mattered. Wait for the one who will make you realize why it never worked with anyone else before.
Wait for the one who will understand your paranoia. Wait for the one who will handle your demons. Wait for the one who will hug your insecurities and offer his heart as a sanctuary for your tired soul. Wait for the one who will love you for who you are not for who they want you to be.
Wait for the one who will carry the same passion for life inside their hearts. Wait for the one who will go out of their way to make you the happiest person alive. Wait for someone who will prove to you that true love exists, and it can be found in the strangest of places.
I cannot guarantee you how long it will take, but I want you to know that it will happen.
No matter what happens, love always finds its way back to our hearts.