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I Don’t Care If I Get Hurt, I Won’t Stop Being ‘The Nice Girl’ That I Am

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I am ‘a nice girl’. It’s who I am.

I am someone who cares about other people’s happiness more than my own. I am someone who always puts others first. I am guilty of jeopardizing my own happiness for people who took me for granted and didn’t give a damn about me.

There are times when I wish I was stronger. There are times when I wish I am there for myself as much as I am for other people. Times when I say to myself that my life would be better if I was not as selfless as I am, and instead become more selfish when it comes to my needs and desires.

Who am I trying to fool…? I will never stop being ‘a nice girl’ regardless of all the times I got hurt by being nice to people who didn’t deserve it. I will never stop being ‘nice’ because that’s who I am. I will never make myself heartless. My soft heart is responsible for my (sometimes) naïve view of the world in thinking that all people are, in fact, good at heart. But I don’t care. I don’t want a colder heart.

I am who I am. I could never be a bitter, cold girl. I could never be someone who can cut off people from her life just like that. And I am okay with never being that girl. I know how much love I am capable to give, and I am proud of it. I know that my kindness and affection may not be returned, but I don’t mind. I will be kind and affectionate anyway.

I know that the problem is not me. It’s them. Those who abuse my love and kind-heartedness. And I refuse to change. No matter how many times I get my heart broken, I won’t become colder. I won’t shut down my emotions.

Because I am a positive person and I really believe that I will find people like me. People who see all the beautiful things in the world. People who want to give and share happiness and love as much as I do.

I don’t care what anyone says or thinks, I will never risk hiding my true nature out of fear that I am too much for other people. Those are not my people. Because, for me, I would rather have someone calling and texting me all day than someone who doesn’t reply to my texts. I will always pick someone who wants to see me every day over the person who calls me when it’s convenient for them.

I don’t care who you are, I won’t let you make me feel ashamed for my ‘nice’ nature and my vulnerability. Being vulnerable is my strength and I won’t let you take that away from me.

No matter how many times I get my heart broken, I will never stop being ‘the nice girl.’ I will never stop being me because I am grateful and proud to be the way I am.

Mary Wright

Mary Wright is a professional writer with more than 10 years of incessant practice. Her topics of interest gravitate around the fields of the human mind and the interpersonal relationships of people. If you have a general question or comment please fill out the form below and we will get back to you as soon as possible. https://thepowerofsilence.co/contact-us/
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