We did so much together. We fought hard to make all our dreams happen. I look back at everything that we shared and the life that we created for us, and my heart fills with sadness. I remember falling asleep in the comfort of your nook. I remember waking up next to your smile. I remember all of those moments that we spent together thinking that the whole world is ours.
I can recall the feeling. It was as though time stopped and we were the only people in the world.
We tried to love each other and be there for one another despite all the obstacles and all the people who kept convincing us that we don’t belong together. We tried to prove them wrong.
But, we couldn’t… It turned out we were never as strong as we thought we are.
So, here I am. Sitting by myself and struggling to realize where we went wrong. You have no idea how much I miss you. How much I crave your presence. I am trying to put everything beside me, but tell me… How could I forget someone who once was so special for me?
It’s hard for me… but I am finally realizing that maybe I should just accept the truth and move on. We fought hard, but let’s face it…
We were never meant to end up together. No matter how much we liked to believe that the universe had even more exciting plans for us, the reality proved us wrong. We came to each other’s lives to teach one another what love is and learn some valuable life lessons. That was it. And that is exactly what we did… The only memory I have of you is your arms wrapped around me and your warm, morning kiss on my neck.
I will always remember you as the man who helped me open my heart. My first love. My favorite love story. The one who changed my entire world from its core.
But now I have to let go…
I’ve accepted the fact that I will never again feel your touch on my skin, and as much it hurts, I finally feel liberated. It won’t be easy to heal on my own, but I will give my best to do so. I know it will take me some time to discover the missing pieces of my puzzle, but I am certain that I can do it.
So, this is my goodbye letter to you…
I am distancing myself from you because I’ve finally accepted the truth. We were never meant for each other. And that is fine. All I have to say to you is…Wherever you are, whatever you do, I genuinely hope that you are happy. I hope that life treats you good. And if you aren’t, I hope you find the strength within you to keep moving on regardless of the obstacles.
As for me, I believe that the universe has a better plan in store for me. I feel like the world is finally being nice to me. I am alive, I am breathing and that is the only thing that matters to me. Sooner or later, love will find me. And when that time comes, my heart will be ready to embrace it.