I am ready to leave you behind even though I know that I am going to miss you badly. I am going to miss our conversations, the moments we shared, and your love.
But, I made up my mind and I am not backing off this time. I made a decision to walk away from you, and this time you are not stopping me from leaving.
It is not that I don’t love you anymore, because I do. My love for you was always pure. So, maybe you will have a spot in my heart forever, but you will never have a spot in my life again.
Because I am done. I am done making up excuses for your bad behavior and I can’t be the only one who is fighting for this.
I tried so hard to make it work. I tried so hard to make you happy. I was hiding my emotions because I didn’t want to overwhelm you and also because I was scared. I was scared to lose you. I was afraid you were going to leave me.
So, I decided to leave you instead. Because I got tired. I got tired of doing everything and not getting anything in return.
I lost myself in the process of loving you. I forgot to love myself and take care of myself. And maybe that was my mistake. Maybe trusting you and giving you everything made you believe that I wouldn’t leave you.
But I am a woman who when she is in love – she loves unconditionally. But, I am also a woman who will walk away without turning back if she senses she is not being appreciated.
And once you lose me, I am gone forever.
Now it’s time to find myself again. It’s time to say goodbye for the last time and focus on me. To respect myself. To love myself. To heal. To love again.
I am sorry if I end up hurting you, but if I stay I would have to give up on myself and I am not doing that again. I need to guard my heart because I realized you don’t love me as much as I love you.
This is something that was hard for me to admit, but finally, I did, and I must walk away now. I must leave you behind because you never appreciated me. You took me for granted. You never loved me the way I deserve to be loved, the way anyone deserves to be loved.
You didn’t have my best interest at heart, and you never stop for a moment to think about how your actions affect me.
So, I am sorry, but our love story is finally over. And no matter what you say or do, I am not changing my mind.
