Recently, I feel like I cannot go on anymore. Everything crashed down and I feel emptier than ever.
At night, I wonder when or if this pain will ever end and what have I done to deserve this suffering. I am exhausted. I was strong for so long, I have overcome every obstacle that was on my way, but I feel like I can’t do it anymore. Because I feel that after every battle that I win, there is another one waiting for me around the corner.
Some people say that God tests our faith by pushing our limits. And that He is giving the hardest battles to His strongest soldiers. But, dear God, I now feel so tired that I want to give up because I don’t know what to do next.
God, I am not asking you to make all the pain I care inside disappear. I am not asking you to make all my troubles go away. I know these things are what make me stronger and more resilient. I am only asking you to be there with me and give me the strength I need to carry on when I feel weak.
There are many things that are happening in my life right now that make me feel lost. I really need Your support right now. I need Your guiding hand more than anything.
Dear God, please give me the strength I need. I know you are preparing me to be the woman I need to be, but please be with me and make me strong on days when I feel like giving up.
My heart is aching, and my mind is troubled, but I have faith in Your guidance and love. Please, give me the strength I need to keep pushing. Strength to be able to see another tomorrow…