There are days when I hear the voices in my head screaming at me that I am not living the life I am supposed to live, the life that I’ve always dreamed of living.
And I am scared. I am scared of what the future will bring. I am terrified of ending up living an unfulfilled life and not making a change, especially when I feel that my current situation has become a routine.
I always had high hopes for myself. I always thought that I will be able to create the life that I always wanted to live. But, at this point in my life, I feel powerless because I think that I can’t make it happen.
It has become my curse – watching the days pass me by and every day is the same. I feel like I am wasting my life. I feel like I don’t know how to live. Like I don’t know how to enjoy and find happiness in the little things.
And then it dawned on me – all this time I have been beating myself up, expecting a miracle and focusing on achieving instant results while I was forgetting to love and take care of myself.
All the deadlines that I have made for myself have become the kiss of death to my happiness.
I want to be free. I want to live my life without fear of making a mistake and missing my fate. I want to live stress-free and be brave enough to take many leaps of faith while trusting that God will always have my back.
I know that I am not the only one who feels this way and is afraid of the future. However, I also know that we mustn’t forget the present moment just because we are preoccupied with our thoughts and worries about the future.
Accepting things as they are and being present in the now are crucial things for living a happy and fulfilled life. Not everything needs to happen in an instant and by the plan. Life can be pretty random and that’s the beauty of it.
So, stop overthinking, stop fearing to make mistakes, stop being hard on yourself. Trust the process. Trust that everything happens in the right timing.
You don’t need to get married by 30. You don’t need to buy your own home at 28. You don’t need to have children before you turn 35. Life is not a race. Take your time. And most importantly, trust in God’s timing. Because in the end, everything will be as it needs to be.
Should you have any questions or would like to ask me for advice or hear my opinion on a topic that is important to you, don’t hesitate to send me an email to [email protected] and I’ll be happy to help you.
