Tell me, are you happy now that you’ve lost someone who loved you sincerely? Are you happy now that you’ve lost a woman who only wanted to be yours?
This woman would have done anything to be with you, but you pushed her away quickly. She just needed one reason to stay, something that would give her hope that you will factor her in your life. But, no. Apparently, that was too much to ask from you.
This woman wanted only you. She accepted you as you are, flaws and all. She loved you in spite of all the warnings from other people to stay away from you. She believed in your good heart because she loved you with the innocence of a child.
She wanted to be with you. To hold your hand. To wake up with your ‘good morning’ text. She wanted to go on dates with you. She wanted you to be happy. She wanted to have a future with you.
She didn’t ask for fancy dates or expensive gifts. She didn’t ask for the stars even though she deserved to have it all. She only wanted to be with you. She only wanted you to love her and treat her right. To show her that you care.
I guess that this was too much to ask from you, was it?
You didn’t give her anything. You didn’t care about her. You didn’t choose her. But I am telling you now… you should have.
She only had eyes for you, but yours were wandering around. Looking for other options. You thought you will find something better. That’s why you held her at arm’s length. Refusing to let her go but also refusing to commit to her.
You didn’t value her enough to make her a priority. You only wanted her because it was safe with her. Because you knew she loved you and that she will always be there for you. You liked that reassurance. You liked knowing that there is someone out there who loves you unconditionally. Sadly, you took her for granted.
And you didn’t think that she will get tired of you and walk away. You thought that she will always be there, waiting for you to change your mind and choose her. Well, I am sorry, but you thought wrong.
She got tired. She decided she’s had enough of your bullshit. She finally chose herself for the first time. You lost her. You lost her love and devotion. And it will hurt one day when you realize she is gone forever, and you can’t bring her back.
But, that’s only your fault. You were the one who pushed her away. You were the one who played games. You were the one who took her for granted.
And now, you’ve got only yourself to blame for losing a good woman. A once-in-a-lifetime woman. Congratulations to you. I only have one question: Are you happy now?
